This chapter of life has really helped me learn HOW TO TRUST my own process. My aquarius nature of rebellion against the hustle culture allowed me to truly rest and reflect on my life, AND having slowed way, wayyyy down... I feel like I've been rewarded with so much inner wisdom and healing for honoring everything I've faced.
It wasn't easy though... I had to put myself first and follow my gut instinct to take a break from "working", which meant less money AND MORE DISCOMFORT and that humbled me out REAL QUICK!! 😅
I cold-pluged into in-person communities where I had more mirrors AND more support to un-learn, more opportunities to RECIEVE and more opportunities to LÖVE.
& GIRL WHEN I TELL YOU how many times my ego had to freakin' DIE
just to open my heart again and again 😭
LOVE CAN FEEL SO SCARY SOMETIMES!!!
omg... so cringe but truuuuuuue... lol
Through that though... want to know the ONE thing that kept me sane?
What helped me keep going while I redefined everything I was taught?
The gentle constant between my highs and lows???
I've been producing my own music, releasing it out into the world, singing to myself and the land, bangin' on my drums, painting, drawing, writing poems and putting all my emotions into my ART.
This darker period of my life initiated me into the CREATRIX I AM, who shares unapologetically, expresses, sings, dances, weeps and roars, knowing the beauty + sacredness of it all.
I continue to experience how potent creatrix-medicine is through artistic-self-expression and how it can support ANYONE who needs to release pent-up energy!
The CREATRIX can help to process really challenging emotions, surrender and let things flow when we become rigid or when we are hurting...
You know those painful memories you feel on a soul level but have no words to describe???
That's what making art is really good for..
The inner Creatrix supports my messy healing process.
She gives me the courage to express my truth even while my voice is shaking and i feel nervous as heckkkk, to scream, to strengthen my faith in the unseen, cry like a little baby, break patterns and she reminds me to SING.
She keeps me connected to my inner child, where I can play and see what little-me needs...
The relationship I've built with Creatrix energy helps me get out of my head and drops me into presence, flow, creation - where I can actually come home to myself again and again and again...
This relationship to the Creatrix + healing is what I call ARTISTIC ALCHEMY.
It has been BY FAR one of my most healthy, gentle and supportive tools for ALL the emotional things that are hard to describe or understand...
And for someone like me who struggles to find the words - Art is really important for my mental health.
It continues to be an outlet for me to release and just feel without attachments or getting stuck in the analytical mind.
This is how I maintain my SANITY as a highly sensitive starseed / multidimensional, Earth-loving, galactic soul who feels literally everything...
& now, having honored the time I've needed to learn, integrate and be with myself...
It is time for me to come out of the cocoon and share my Creatrix magic with you.
Because there is a CREATRIX + ARTISTIC ALCHEMIST that lives within YOU TOO.
Hi! I'm Sharon aka ESU (e - sue) aka Share The Light
Yes, I go by many names 😅 #multidimensionalAF
If you're just discovering me, let me share a little bit about my background and how I even got here..
My path into healing work began with confronting my own pain in life, from childhood, teenhood and adult life - I've had my own fair share of panic attacks, severe anxiety and chapters of depression.
I've always been an a highly sensitive empath and received what I call my "Light Warrior" training during my time working as manager of a Partial Hospitalization Program & Intensive Out-patient Care program for primary mental health.
There, I gained a good amount of experience-points in how to carefully and tenderly work with patients who have experienced major traumatic events or struggled with intense mental health issues. It was extremely challenging for me as someone who feels literally EVERYTHING, but it gave me the tools and practices I needed to learn how to manage, clear and protect my own energy - and how to tend to those who are really struggling.
Now, I'm not a licensed therapist, but I've been lucky enough to learn + pick the brains from actual licensed therapists, psychologists, psychiatrists, registered dieticians and other highly trained specialists in the mental health field.
Now, right before the pandemic hit in 2020, I activated my Light Language! It was like a huge BOOM BANG POW activation! I was slingshoted into a major soul remembrance and awakened my galactic DNA codes. I began receiving many activations, clearings, communicating with my galactic guides, angels, and started to remember my soul's mission for this very potent shift in consciousness on Earth.
I was guided to leave the corporate world and serve the collective in my own way, through sharing my Light Language, group offerings, teachings and retreats! I've been in service to the 'Share The Light' community as an Artist, Ceremonialist, Healer and Teacher since March 2020 and have been devoted to combining my love for mental health, spirituality and creative arts to help others who are just like me - the sensitive starseeds with big hearts and passion to help raise the collective consciousness!!
My free time is spent making music, being in nature, sun bathing with my cat Binx or traveling for my own spiritual work. I somehow stumble into doing lots of random cool stuff - like leading CE-5 meditations in the middle of no where, working with the energy grids on Gaia or occasionally being featured in documentaries about UFO's haha (you can find me on Discovery Channel: Alien Encounters Declassified)
I am also a deeply devoted student and High Priestess at the Sekhem Rememembrance Mystery School, where I continue to study & practice the ways of the Heart, Connection to Spirit and the Ancient Egyptian Alkhemies. I've learned so much about my medicine as a healer, how to safely work with energy, how to heal and hold space for myself and truly master my own energy field - which is a life-long practice!
Thank you to my ongoing Mentor, Khem Reyall, Sekhem Remembrance Mystery School
Thank you to my Meditation + Mindfulness Teacher, Dr. Itai Ivtzan, The School of Positive Transformation
Thank you to Graham Nichols my Instructor of Emotional & Behavioral Therapies (EFT) at The Priority Academy.
Thank you to my music teacher Scarlette De La Torre &
Thank you to my greatest teachers, Mama Gaia, Great Spirit & all of Life.
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